irony.
Life is funny. Honestly, I can’t say when I’ve been this happy. Yeah, there are some rough spots here and there but I’m stronger than anything that’s been thrown my way. Sitting back away from a situation you learn a lot about it and the past that has been there. I called many a things happening that have been lately and it’s been good to realize that I really haven’t been that dumb, I just tried to overlook the bad.
I need to keep focusing on myself. I need to find that drive that I lost somehow being caught up with stupid drama that people create for themselves. I’ve made some new friends & gotten back in contact with some old ones. I really miss a lot of things from my past that I ended up pushing aside because I got caught up with the “new”. I’m not letting anyone bring me down.
It feels so refreshing to be working towards a goal again. My credit card debt is almost completely gone. I can focus on this summer & Ireland. I seriously can NOT wait.
I found myself looking over old texts when I was cleaning them out of my phone & ironically the last one I got from someone said “I don’t want to fight with you.” Really? That’s why you haven’t talked to me in over a month? Hilarious. I don’t need or want people in my life that don’t need me.
& no, I haven’t become that person that forgets all their friends because I have a boyfriend. I never have been and never will be. I make time for people who make time for me. I’m not going to beg anyone to hang out with me, nor do I expect people to beg to spend time with me. But lately, I have had people beg to spend time with me…& I’m trying to make that happen.
Like I said, this past month has been one of the happiest I’ve had in a LONG time.
